April 20, 2012

I love my hands...

I love the way my hands look at the moment: the skin has a light purple colour, from the red cabbages and beets I have been shredding while making a batch of home made sauerkraut last night. They are all dried and covered with wrinkles from the clay I have been using to make clay animals (especially elephants) for one of Thom's home school projects. I have soil under my nails from all the gardening I have been doing in the garden with Thom lately. I have bits of dough stuck on my nails as well, from kneading the sourdough I have on the go...

They look and feel rough, but I love it :D

I broke a 7 days juice fast yesterday, it was an amazing experience to get to reconnect with my body and with Food :) food has never tasted so good!

Have a good night!

Noemie.

March 9, 2012

On Patience

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"In our modern world we want to see results as quickly as possible.
There is constant pressure to keep up with the latest advances,
together with a fear of being left behind. We rush into getting results.
But what happens to us when we do that? What happens to us, to ourselves?

These questions should be considered when we sincerely look for peace. In this context, patience is one of the key qualities that we need to recognise more consciously. Often, we see patience as old-fashioned. It looks the opposite of keeping pace with the world. But if we are to find a way to live together peacefully, the virtue of patience is essential.

How are we when we are patient? How is the state of the body, the mind? Is it simply negative - or passive? Or is it the moment of being nourished, the moment of regaining our strength? The moment we are patient we gain inner strength and, more importantly, it leads us to realise that that very moment is complete in itself. Nothing is missing. The second we start wanting
something to be over, the moment our minds start pushing towards whatever we think is coming next, we lose the immediacy of the present moment.

It is impatience that takes us away from what is happening now.
On the other hand, it is patience that keeps us in the here and now,
attending to each and every moment of our lives."

~ Ajahn Nayanarato

February 25, 2012

Domestication

Daniel Vitalis regularly mentions the fact that as a specie we need to Re Wild ourselves (I've written about this a few months ago here), he calls us the homo sapiens domesticus. We have become so domesticated that we don't even know what to eat and how to connect with animals and nature. A lot of people live in cities where absolutely everything is man made, even "nature". Here are a few examples of how we humans have ended up in this situation... by domesticating animals, nature and ourselves!

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February 18, 2012

200 elephants slaughtered in Cameroon, and it's still going on!

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This is outrageous! why are our governments not financing military intervention to protect these beautiful elephants instead of sending them to wars that the public oppose?

I feel extremely sad for these elephants, some of them have been around for over a hundred year and they have so much wisdom and knowledge to share! they are such sacred creatures! I wish humans could see beyond selfish greed and short term gain :(

Poachers have slaughtered some 200 elephants in a national park in northern Cameroon, about a third of the population, and the massacre is still going on, according to a wildlife protection group.

The International Fund for Animal Welfare (IFAW) said a gang of Sudanese poachers had killed the free roaming elephants in the Bouba Ndjida National Park in northern Cameroon, near the border with Chad, in an unprecedented attack.

"At least 100 elephant carcasses have been found in the park in the past month and ongoing shooting is making it impossible to conduct a further, detailed assessment of the situation," IFAW said on its website.

"It is understood that more carcasses are expected to be found in unexplored regions of Bouba Ndjida."

The organisation said many orphaned elephant calves had been spotted abandoned following the shootings and concerns were high the babies may soon die of hunger and thirst.

"Their deaths will only compound the impact of the poaching spree on the Cameroon?s threatened elephant populations," it said.

IFAW official Celine Sissler-Bienvenu said it was common for armed gangs of poachers to cross from Sudan during the dry season to kill elephants for their ivory.

"But this latest massacre is massive and has no comparison to those of the preceding years," she said.

"The ivory is smuggled out of West and Central Africa for markets in Asia and Europe, and the money it raises funds arms purchases for use in regional conflicts, particularly ongoing unrest in Sudan and in the Central African Republic," Sissler-Bienvenu added.

IFAW said Britain, France, the European Union and the United States had voiced alarm and called on the Cameroon authorities to take urgent action to stop the killing.

Sissler-Bienvenu said the only answer was to end demand for ivory especially in Asia and to ensure conservation officials in range states were provided with skills and the equipment necessary to counter professional gangs of poachers.

"Since 2009 IFAW has provided anti-poaching assessment, training and support to rangers and conservation officials in central African countries which face severe challenges in the fight to end the bloody and cruel illegal ivory trade," she said.

"What these countries now need is the commitment of the international community to financially support these highly skilled and motivated trainees to be able to meet the task of protecting elephants."

February 11, 2012

Interview with French artist/activist/visionnary Benjamin Pothier

I first came into contact with Benjamin years ago... probably around the early 2000's in Orléans. I think I first met him very briefly during the recording of the Burning Heads album "Opposite". Ben was then in charge of the artwork of the album and he also wrote a song on it, Tic Tac Toe. I was taking pictures of the recording of the album, so I was invisible, I don't think Ben even saw me back then. He was already a very talented and famous artist in our local punk scene. I had heard of him, of his work, of his ideas... and I knew he was living with his partners in crime (Cellule0038753K) just across the road from me. 

I remember bumping into him in our local organic shop once, here he was, looking like a Zen practitoner. It was a very simple look - shaved head, but the peaceful smile on the lips was betrayed by a very, very intense stare that told me a lot about his inner tortures. I could read that he had been in the dark side and he had come back, but changed for ever. His eyes swept the room, he looked at me, smiled politely and then paid for his bag of organic whole grain rice and left, floating out of the shop, with a lot of fluidity in his movement. Moving on to a new scenery to surround him and his activities.

Then a few years later, still in Orléans, I was pasting graphic Animal Rights posters in the streets, "inviting" people to go vegetarian. This time he saw me. He was watching me while enjoying a cup of coffee at the sunny terrasse of a famous local cafe, with this very peaceful smile of his, and his eyes were smiling too. I could see in his eyes that he was pleased. I think my activity may have revived a sparkle that he had in him... that sparkle that every activist has inside them... sometimes it can be dormant until something or someone revives it, like a gas lighter.

I sat down with him and we had a chat about a few -isms: Vegetarianism, Activism, Buddhism... before I went back to my activities, with my posters.

We kept bumping into each other in the street, and he'd tell me all about his fascinating works in progress, his pilgrimages to waterfalls in Switzerland, his landart projects, his videos... as a photographer I always found Ben to be very inspiring company. I always wanted to be able to have a look inside geniuses' brains - to be able to see how they work, to watch their creative process in action... Ben is one of them. He is the kind of person that inspires you and makes you become very creative just by having a chat with him. I'd tell him about what I was up to, and he'd bring into the light aspects unthought of before, well by me anyway :)

So I've always kept an eye on his work, because a) He's extremly talented and creative b) He's one of the few real artist activists that has got the humility to stay himself without getting lost in the Contemporary Art Hype too much...

A few years ago, I was a Campaign coordinator for PETA Europe and I was organising a demo in Paris, near the Canadian Ambassy to protest against the Barbaric Seal Hunt. I was organising a street performance, a re-enactment of the seal slaughter, with a papier mache baby seal (containing pockets of fake blood) being bashed by a seal hunter. I needed someone brave enough to dress up as a seal hunter who wouldn't mind dressing up with a fake beard, some waterproofs, wellies and who could play a nasty barabaric character. I called him up, he agreed and next thing we were meeting up on a sunny terrasse in a Parisian cafe, like in the old days and he did a great job and literally rocked the demo :)

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For the last few years we have been keeping in touch over emails, sharing our thoughts, doubts, and updates. 

This interview is a glimpse inside Ben's brain, it's only a snapshot though, his brain his much more complex than that :)

Art Practices, Martial Arts, Contemporary dance, Meditation and more :

Noemie: Can you tell me a bit more about the workshop you did with Joseph Nadj ? Why did you start learning and practicing contemporary dance during this period of time? Were you still involved in other artistic research or was dance was the only way of expressing yourself at this particular moment of your career?

Benjamin: I was actually quite involved in Aïkido during this period of time, and I was surrounded by actors as well as stage and film directors. These were all people who "work with their bodies", and I was more involved in sculpture research. Sculpture had become a sort of desperate artistic field in the 2000's because everything has already been done, and even if it might sound untrue, I've never really been skilled with my hands...

So the point was to understand how to perceive Body and Space (I'll talk about this later). And there is something in the work of Joseph Nadj that calls to me. There was some sort of "shared vocabulary", perhaps because of common influences. What I mean is that there is something special in Joseph Nadj" (Or "was" back in the days when I enrolled on this one year workshop), something that's linked to Marcel Duchamp as I pictured him: a westerner and Zen master, chess player, who saw art in everything. Nadj is obviously a big name in the Art scene, but there is this thread with Duchamps, maybe even Andrée Breton, etc... He is some sort of pre mass-media figure in the way that... well, when you see one of his performances or show's - it's mastered from the beginning to the end, the "stuff" is here, it's brutal and witty, smart and extremely "alive". It's a "play", a "show", a "performance" - but it's real!

There is a connection between his work and mine... it may sound extremely pretentious to say it as simply as this... But that's the simple way I try to meet other people and/or their work. In a workshop, an interview or an exhibition, or even in front of a painting, I try to be more open and as simple as I can be. That's always a discussion, an exchange. That's something I learnt from Michel Besnard, my first Aikido "teacher". I do actually prefer the title "senseï" rather than teacher. It's not some exotic Buddhist or Japanese hype, but moreso because the meaning of the word is much clearer and more concise in regards to what a martial art "senseï" actually is/does/represents....). He was actually a 6th Dan which is quite a big deal, but he was very simple in his teachings and his way of being - his way of conducting himself. Anyway, when two people meet, it's really just two universes that meet, be it Joseph Nadj, my brother or the guy from the grocery store...

For contemporary dance - well, I was lucky enough to be a neighbour of the National Choreographic Center in Orléans, in the way that I was on the same block. I lived 3 minutes away from the rehearsal room which did help my attendance a lot. It wasn't as if I had to travel 30 minutes to get to the appointment, and on the way my mind would have the time to question why I was going there. That would require a certain degree of effort in order to stay focused. Here it was much more direct and such a beautiful experience to be a part of all these workshops, with people coming from all around the globe to practice and learn. I had both the pleasure of learning coupled with a kind of detachment, because I never felt like being into the "rat race" of the hardcore combat training that's necessary to become a contemporary professional Dancer. I just happened to be living next door.

N: It seems that in everything you do, you always emphasize a relationship to space. Does this sound correct to you? Is it a part of a particular artistic concept, and are you aware of it?

B: Yes a lot, and for several reasons. I did a few workshops with Moeno Wakamatsu, a buto dancer and choreographer - I also followed her during a video documentary and I also assisted her during performances or workshops. She developed this idea of "time sculptor", but for her it's really about sculpting the space time continuum... (I mentioned this to her during her workshop and she agreed with me, that the concept of time is not separated from the concept of space) The hardest thing with creativity is to give yourself the time and space to be creative. Some may say it's a mindset, but I do believe that it really is a space. I think it's pretty much a genetic necessity with me, in the way that if I don't allow my creativity and imagination surplus to flow outwards, towards the external surface of my body (it might sound crazy, I know) I'm at risk of being over taken by this imagination, so I sit! I stay seated! As a Rinzaï Master may say!

Space also implies all these notions of emptiness and fullness - the interactions between different elements (that you will also find in the composition on the canvas of a painting or in the composition of a photograph)

It's what I think is called Tathagata in Buddhism, I can't remember if I heard this from Gary Snyder or somewhere else, but in a way that's the child's fingers that tap tap, tap, tap, tap, tap on the edge of the table! It's the physical reality of objects - I'm not sure if that's what we can call space....

But that's the place where action is NOT metaphorical. Of course I'm aware of it in the sense that a big part of my research is to be conscious or even unconscious - I mean in the here and now.

N: Which of your artistic projects do you consider to be the more accomplished?

B: The skewered Seitan satay sauce of last night was alright... there are a couple of my very minimalist sculptures that I really like... but the question is more - what exactly is "accomplished"? I'm rather in progress. I'm going to quote a classic of the eastern literature - Sun Tzu in "The Art of War", even though I'm more inclined to The art of peace with Ueshiba, but I'll clarify later:

(It's extracted from the article: "Empty and Full"...)

"Therefore, when I have won a victory I do not repeat my tactics but respond to circumstances in an infinite variety of ways."

Beyond the notion of victory that leaves me a bit perplexed, I see in that sentence the functioning of Nature itself, and I do really believe that creativity is an organic process that never stops but always finds an infinity of possibilities, like these trees that grow in urban areas and whose roots crack the asphalt...

N: Do you think that you have ever come close to the visions you had of a piece before materializing it?

B: Yes - with the installation work E/Outopia, with land art installations, with some of my sculptures and with some of my poems as well. I see them as if they were already written on the page, as if in another universe, and that I'm only transcribing them. This doesn't happen to me every week unfortunately.

N: During a creative process, do you feel the need to be isolated or do you enjoy being around people?

B: It varies, the alchemy of working with people is quite rare, well... I have seldom found it... That's the big job though, and the not-so-enjoyable part of the research, but I'm not really into social pleasantries, I must admit.

N: Do you need to recreate some kind of confinement, like a cocoon so that you can immerse yourself in the creative process, or are you at ease in any situation? For example - having to create a piece in situ?

B: This also varies greatly! I had that kind of experience once, I realized a sculpture in the Thalys Amsterdam/Paris, so literally amongst a lot of people... It's far from street art, street performances or those kind of experiences that do impress me a lot, or things like graffiti that I have a huge respect for. When I do an action in the street, it really is a performance in every aspects because it is mentally very difficult for me. I mean it's a performance for myself, and I feel utterly desperate when I think about how much easier it used to be for me when I was younger... mmm... and so it was very strange to create this sculpture on this train, I had made myself some sort of portable micro-work table and so there was two instances at once: a cocoon, and the reality of the surrounding cognitive spheres...

N: Is your practice of martial arts an extension of dance in some way, or is it completely separate for you?

B: The two feed each other. A lot of dances have martial origins and in a way all art is Art of War and sublimation of the warrior instinct, or murder in an aesthetic way. In a sense "Art" or "the Arts" have something that elevate human beings, well that's my vision of it. Having said that, most of dances (apart from ballroom dances) are full of movement that you could apply in a martial sense - well I mean the practice in general. For my own practice, I started (well really badly, but I won't tell you this here) with the practice of judo, then kendo, then I moved to aikido and in the mean time I had the chance to practice different styles of aikido, kung fu, Iaïdo, Penchak Silat, Brasilian Jujitsu but most of all Kyudo. I really enjoyed that, even if it's a rather different martial art because it's the path of Japanese archery which is not a contact sport or either combat, but which really is a warrior practice.

N: Do you live your art in your everyday life, I mean do you dedicate all your time to it on a regular basis or do you set it aside for a while and immerse yourself in it periodically?

B: Well, I'd say 95% up to 99% of my time. In fact I juggle in between different practices and different projects on long and short term, it's both exhausting and reassuring, that's my practice. It's also a way to sustain it in the long run, in the way that I don't live through my art all the time. The martial practice taught me that all practice - even all work - can be enriching for my personal practice. It's more the question of the intensity of focus on one subject or another that varies according to the days/weeks.

N: What does technology bring you? If you were in another Time or in a country where you didn't have access to computers for example, do you think you would thrive just as much?

B: Yes of course - probably much more, in the way that I created a lot of digital art and video mixes in collectives in the 90's - 2000's, and now I do a lot of sculptures with wood, metal or random objects found in the street. That's the meaning of the practice I have studied (yes, yes... I have studied) gravure printing with Yves Carreau for five years. It's quite a tough discipline because it involves inverted drawing on a metal sheet which you then manipulate with acids and use ink to get a print... To be very honest with you I don't consider myself either graveur or dancer, but it seems obvious to me that what I have learned in this workshop is a way of thinking and an approach to working. I thrive just as much while cooking, even moreso because the visual aspect is added to the smell and taste and you don't need a computer to do that!

N: Do you feel more at ease when you have constraints? Such as being able to use only one media?

B: That's a very good question, it's ambivalent. The interest of a pluridisciplinary work to me is to go from one aspect to another while keeping the right breath. In my opinion it's a great way to optimize your time while living naturally within a constraint. I say "constraint" because an artistic practice that is driven to such a degree of intensity tends to become a constraint by default in my opinion. Regarding the use of a single media, I never had that kind of request, but I think it's an exciting idea.

N: what do you think of Mindful Movements as an art form? You know, like in calligraphy, where every brush movement is mindful, unique and carefully thought... What part does reflection play in the work you do? Are you more of an intuitive person or do you find yourself deliberating a lot during a creative process?

B: Again it does vary a lot. I try to stretch a natural tendancy that leads me to be very (very, very) thoughtful over a long period of time and then be essentially intuitive all of a sudden. On the other hand, I have very carefully planned strategies to keep my instinct. I have practiced iaodo a while ago, which is the Japanese art of sword (well, it's a path...) with this work on repeating the same movement until you attain a fluidity that is beyond the mechanical or conditioned reflex. This is in a way our human/animal instinct, but for me it's my practice in a broader sense - art in daily life. I think that my instinct is fundamentally too hardcore to live in society, so I do think a lot.

N: Do you have a very precise vision of a piece before materializing it?

B: Sometimes I do, sometimes it creates itself in the movement, in the moment. Well some pieces are also very complicated to set up... let say that for an interactive installation it's judicious to have a very precise vision of it before you create it... and that takes time. For the rest I have sculptures that have pretty much built themselves before my eyes, in a few minutes, with my hands that were working by themselves... it's very surprising and sometimes quite hard to channel.

N: Are you planning to do some Land Art again? What did you learn from this experience? B: I do very much hope that I'll do some Land Art again, I love it, working outdoors is something quite rare for me. I really enjoy it, I have learned lessons on how to catch space with very little resources, precisely... and also you have to apprehend the whole thing with humility and modesty. I have a HUGE admiration for the work of Andy Goldsworthy, also the work of Richard Long who transforms walking into an art form... but Goldsworthy has a work that does resonate inside me (I highly recommend the documentary Rivers and Tides with music by Fred Frith). I also very much love the hugely beautiful masterpiece of Guiseppe Penone who is a member of l'Arte Povera but who has a strong connection with Nature. Regarding the work on E/Outopia, I was very pleased to learn that a lot of people from the neighbouring suburb, La Source, near Orleans had enjoyed the project which was very simple but completely changed the landscape. Obviously I'd love to create Land Art in a more..mmm... natural environment, but it's a matter of occasion, and the occasion hasn't arisen yet.

N: Is the ephemeral nature of a piece (like in Land Art or in a sand mandala) something that appeals to you or do you dislike it?

B: One of my favourite sculptures no longer exists, there is no trace of it, not even a photograph, it's a sculpture made from different pieces of paper and carboard, bags, notebooks, etc...It instinctively landed in my flat at least fifteen years ago. A pure ephemeral and instinctive form - I truly consider this as Art in the highest sense. I've never done a sand mandala but I'd really enjoy it I think. On the same subject it's quite unknown and strange - the Navajo Indians and Tibetans share linguistic forms and the practice of drawing with sand!

N: Do you still make your notebooks?

B: Yes I just made a small series, I'll set one aside for you, and I might sell some on my website.

N: What part does music play in your creativity? Does music or the absence of it have an influence on you?

B: Huge! Music and silence... or the sound of sound, surrounding sounds are extremely important for me.... For production and editing in video it's obvious that music, sound - as we are in the AUDIO-visual - plays a big part.. you just have to do a 2 minute edit and then change the music, and the perception of time will vary! I'm very interested in anthropology, and trance phenomenon interests me too. Music has an important part in it. I still play the bass regularly. Obviously you'll find rhythm in both music and dance, but also in the way you sculpt. This way you don't exhaust yourself and can stay creative and light with a metal grinder or a welder, and of course punk rock and the hardcore straight edge, things like that (...) Big heavy sounds that wake me up when I'm falling asleep.

N: Do you think that each artist should be committed and active at his/her level? I mean delivering a social or political message?

B: They should yes! I don't think it's necessary in order to be an artist, not even a good artist, even if this notion of good artist is more and more blurry for me. Martial arts are a great school for that, in a way that in a moldy dojo you can meet extraordinary technicians with great humility and who are completely unknown. These characters can reveal themselves to have GREAT subtlety (I'm not talking about some kind of blatant or heavy-handed person that will give you a forceful demonstration, but real subtlety..) The same can be said of punk rock, where you find extraordinary musicians who are relatively unknown... So what exactly is a good artist? Well, we don't really give a shit, but regarding the commitment, as it's said: The Liberty of expression wears out only if we don't use it! I do like Fudo Myoo, a Japanese Buddhist divinity, slightly angry, because.... Well "C'est la merde!" as Keny Arkana says. All these injustices and the absurdity of the system, inequalities, this shameless destruction of Nature... I think we have to be an activist at our own level as much as we can We must discover who we are but also see the world and act upon it, just as in our food choices and the choices we make as consumers. I'd rather be a drop of organic oil in the relationship with my friends and a grain of sand in the gears of a inhumane machine. And in art, may it be contemporary art or in modern art, because I'm a real amateur of modern art - a notion that's quite shared is Freedom.

N: It seems that you are so creative that you use all the possible and imaginable media to express yourself... writing, montages, graphic design, video, photography, dance, martial arts, cooking, sculpture, installations... how do you chose the most appropriate means of expression for each piece?

B: Things usually take care of themselves, quite naturally. I don't know how to say it differently. That doesn't mean that I don't think them through, but they just make themselves naturally.

N: It seems that you have developed an interest for Japan and Asia in general, is it an influence? What form does it take?

B: Well I'm naturally attracted by the Japanese Zen, I don't speak Japanese (yet?), but I know a few philosophical or technical terms related to martial arts and Buddhism, because... well things have unfolded this way in my life... as simply as this... and yes it has an influence at very different levels. As a very simple example, I'll mention my brother who has been playing basketball since he was very little and he ended up in NYC, and straight away he went bouncing the orange ball with the guys from the block... Well I haven't been traveling all that much, but abroad it's simple. In an Aikido dojo, how to say it? I have learnt and have had transmitted to me a way of introducing myself which means that I always feel at home fairly quickly - at ease to practice, whether it's Chi Qong, Aikido, or whatever. That's for the martial side of things. Honestly if I get to a football ground I don't even stop, I keep walking and I'll do my little Taoist gymnastic. In design and during the manufacturing process of objects in a broader sense, I'm very sensitive to a Japanese approach of things but you could find it in, mmm Dutch handicraft for example or certain Bauhaus creations. Some sort of simplicity, raw and extremely beautiful. In eastern art - beyond modern art - I like roman art, which is very stripped down... Visually it is a library of shapes inside my brain, but I remain very much a westerner and very interested in Native Americans! I think that one of the duties of humankind should be to preserve indigenous cultures, may they be the Aïnu in Japan, the Tibetans or the Navajo (and other indigenous people) in the US. But well, I'm very sensitive to Japanese Zen... that's a fact, I can't help it :)

N: Have you chosen to be a Parisian out of love for the city or out of convenience?

B: Mmm.... A series of interwoven facts brought me here. It's a beautiful city though.

N: Are your photographs polaroids?

B: Yes

N: All of them?

B: No, I have also done some series with disposable cameras and one series of panoramic 360 in Laponia, with a digital camera.

N: Your photographs look like Japanese haikus, they are truly moving because of their natural simplicity and their aesthetic... what part does photography play in your work?

B: it's my most personal practice, I have never done any exhibition or books or presented my photographic research or practice to anyone. For me photography is a base layer of my work, in a way that:

The resources required for photography are quite economical compared to the resources that are required for a video/film production. I only need my camera, a film, and my feet (and my eyes...) no need for a cameraman to whom I would ask to say :"aaa" or :"aa" It's a practice, which means there is a ritual in the use of the camera... The way you load the film, open the camera, slightly bend the knees to centre, focus, press and breath... The very little resources required allow me to practice it even when I'm working on something else. If I'm working on a video production or on a sculpture, this practice of photography will bring me back to that place of practice, it's very relaxing indeed. It requires me to have complete awareness of myself. I don't work in digital, so each picture is important. I won't take another one if the picture isn't good.

It's like a sword or a sniper I suppose, but instead we immerse in the sublime beauty of the present/immemorial moment. It's centring like in video - it tells you a story as in a short story. It will move like a poem and at the very moment when I'm creating it I'm at the maximum of my own sensitivity and instinctive opening... nearly in trance, because like in classic painting of landscapes, there is a fusion between the object being observed and the observer.

N: You seem to enjoy working with images in all forms (video, photography, 3D...) is that correct?

B: Yes, I even enjoyed creating some improvised music.

N: What's your favourite dish?

B: The one I'll cook tonight, I don't know what is it yet...


Visit Benjamin Pothier's website for more info and updates about his work.



February 1, 2012

Letting go

Long time no speak.

We are living an interesting time. Things are changing very fast.

I have always felt like my world was moving very fast, but now it's not just my world, it's everything, everyone.

The World is just spinning faster and faster.

The last few years have taken me through an interesting self-discovery journey. I have questioned myself, my belief systems, and much more... I think having a kid does that. You can choose to embrace it and welcome the invitation for self reflection and change, and that is the bumpy ride which I have, of course chosen (I always go for the bumpy rides, it's as if I just can't go on a smooth and easy road...) or you can just keep the door shut, lock it, send the kid to nursery asap, go back to your pre pregnancy life and ignore all these things that come up to the surface.

I thought I was stronger than that. Before I used to think of myself as being flexible, yes I was very very flexible as long as things were going my way! I soon as I got a bit challenged by Life and found it very difficult to go with the flow of the unplanned and just enjoy it. I had to beat my self up and replay the challenging things and couldn't get out of that loop. Why can't we just go with the flow?
"I was humiliated to see that the maturity and serenity I thought I had achieved was simply the result of having things my way all the time" Momma Zen by Karen Maezen Miller. I'm reading it at the moment. Her reflections about motherhood resonnate a lot with my experience. Before having a child I was quite loud and judgemental, and very very self-righteous. I liked to think that I always knew what people should or shouldn't be doing/ watching/ listening... it's been a long way, and I'm glad I'm out of that pattern. I also realised I was a control freak. I wanted to control everything and everyone all the time. Let me tell you something: that's exhausting and it doesn't bring you anything positive. You can't be at peace, and people around you feel like you don't trust them and that no matter how hard they try they will never meet your high standards.
I was also obsessive compulsive with doing the right thing. Always doing my best to do everything right. The right thing for the planet, the right thing for the animals and the right thing for people. That wasn't always the right thing for me, or for people close to me. Letting go has been a big job for me - and it still is! (you can browse the 8 + years of archives of my old blog if you want to have an idea of what I was like... :)

Letting go of all these made up concepts of Right or Wrong. All these "isms" that we, humans, define ourselves with.

We don't have a car at the moment. We moved house on the 2nd of January 2012 and the car broke the next day so I sold it. Now we go around on our bikes or by bus. This made me realise that enjoying a bus ride is a way of letting go of the control... the ride might be bumpy but you don't have to do the driving and you can enjoy the view, the conversation with Thom while looking at him in the eyes, and you can think and look at something else than the road in front of you. You can actually enjoy the experience way much more...
It got me to think about my life : by letting someone else be in control I can relax and think about other things. It's a relief :)

I think this is the key to any harmonious relationship, in a community, with family and friends...

Anyway,


Have a good night!


Noemie.

November 21, 2011

Passer à l'action pour dénoncer le décret et l'arrêté "restauration scolaire"

You can find this article in English here, please read and sign the petition at the bottom.

Also...

The Guardian has published this.

"Tous ceux qui croient à la liberté de pensée, à la liberté d'expression et au respect de toutes les convictions personnelles devraient signer cette pétition, quelle que soit leur opinion concernant le végétarisme et les droits des animaux.

Un décret gouvernemental publié le 2 octobre 2011 a rendu illégal le végétarisme dans toutes les écoles françaises, qu'elles soient publiques ou privées. Tous les menus servis dans les cantines scolaires doivent maintenant contenir des produits animaux en général, en particulier de la viande et du poisson de façon fréquente.

Pour beaucoup d'enfants, manger chez eux n'est pas possible et apporter leur propre nourriture à l'école est interdit.
Cela signifie que six millions d'élèves sont maintenant forcés de manger de la viande, qu'ils aiment cela ou non.

Faisant suite à une loi votée l'an dernier au Parlement, des décrets similaires seront publiés prochainement concernant toutes les formes de restauration : des jardins d'enfants aux hôpitaux, des prisons aux maisons de retraite.
Le végétarisme sera désormais impossible pour une large part de la population.

Ces mesures ont pour but affiché d'améliorer la qualité des repas servis dans les écoles. Les autorités sanitaires françaises affirment, contrairement à de nombreuses autorités médicales dans le monde, qu'un régime alimentaire équilibré n'est pas possible sans produits animaux.

Il n'y a pas de considérations pratiques qui justifient de prohiber ainsi le végétarisme, surtout dans ces cantines où la direction souhaiterait offrir une alternative végétarienne ou végétalienne. Ces décrets sont donc une violation des droits des citoyens végétariens en France.

Le débat public sur les droits des animaux et sur leur statut moral est actif en France, comme dans bien d'autres pays. Les gens sont libres d'avoir une opinion sur ces questions, et ceux qui croient qu'ils ne peuvent pas, en toute conscience, continuer à manger les animaux ne doivent pas être discriminés. Le ministre de l'agriculture, Bruno Lemaire, a déclaré en janvier 2010 que le but du gouvernement était de déterminer une norme nutritionnelle publique pour défendre le modèle de l'agriculture française et spécifiquement pour contrer les initiatives comme celles de Paul McCartney appelant à une réduction de la consommation de viande.
Pour autant, un gouvernement ne peut trancher un débat philosophique, éthique et politique en restreignant les droits de ceux qui sont en désaccord avec ses positions."

Signez la pétition ici 

Participez a la campagne de L214, vous trouverez quelques suggestions d'actions à faire de chez soi ou collectivement ici.


Merci de votre attention :)


Noemie.

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November 15, 2011

A way to rewild yourself: (re)connect with the animals and with Nature

I briefly went to a meat farm today, to get some bones for my dog and for the dog of a friend :(

On my way out of the farm shop I noticed a trailer full of sheep. I had to go and see them. I started to stroke and talk to one of them, who seemed to benefit immediately from the attention. I was trying my best to reassure them and to apologise on behalf of the human race :( I received the clear question that they wanted to know where they were going and they were worried.
A guy was loading the 4x4 that was attached to the trailer so I asked me where they were going, he replied that they were going to another field to graze for winter. I asked him to confirm, to be sure: "So they are not going to the place where they'll never come back?". He smiled and said no.
I tried my best to tell them not to worry, I told them where they were going, and told them that everything will be fine and that it was all for the best that they were going away from the farm, in a field on their own (I find the atmosphere on that farm really heavy, and dark. You can just tell that all the animals there know that they are on the death row, and they all seem worried and anxious about it...:(

They seemed relieved. When I felt it was the right time, I said goodbye and went back to my car. I felt relieved too. The guy didn't make it sound like they were about to be slaughtered anytime soon...

That is something really simple, that absolutely anyone can do! I do not have any special magic powers, anyone can do it! I think that our world would be a better place, both for humans and animals if humans were communicating with animals, or at least to begin with - acknowledge the fact that animals do think and have feelings and emotions just like we do.

Years ago, when I was a photographer I did this work about the way farmed animals were treated (you can see it here). At the time my "thing" with photography was to take b&w portraits of famous musicians, surfers, skateboarders, etc, etc... and I wanted to take portraits of farmed animals the same way, looking at them in the eyes, to see their souls. It all started on a dairy farm, funnily enough. Just an average French dairy farm. I spent quite a bit of time there, it was Christmas, it was cold, and the cows had just been separated from their newly born calves. It was very, very sad. The calves were on their own, in a cold, dark concrete place, a few blocks away from their mums, drinking artificial milk out of a plastic bucket. The mums were just calling and calling in the night and their calves were calling back. They were both very distressed by the situation, it was very obvious. I did come back to that farm to take more pictures and ask questions to the farmer, about his job, the dairy industry and his feelings towards the whole thing. It was very clear that even though he himself had been brought up on that farm to be a farmer, he didn't feel good at all about many aspects of his job and he was burying it somewhere in his chest trying to conceal it. The next day when the truck came to pick up the then 3 days old calves to take them to a factory farm, he looked the other way. He knew they would be malnourished and be anemic so that their meat would look white and appetising to the average supermarket shopper. How did it get that bad? What went wrong in Human History that we ended up so disconnected with animals, with nature and with ourselves and our feelings? How can we heal that?

That time spent with the cows had a huge impact on me. I was taking in all the cows fears, stress, anguish, sadness and it did make me feel immensely sad. I couldn't stop apologising to them, on behalf of humans, I kept telling them that I wasn't responsible for this as I was vegan and didn't have dairy anyway. Following this I had a proper breakdown and rethink of my life, my goals, my relationships with friends and family and I went on a crusade to tell them all about what I had just experienced and how bad it was. They were listening, saying they understood, they nodded, but they didn't change their habits and that did make me feel angry and frustrated. From then on I became a very militant Animal Rights activist. Unfortunately my life started to revolve around what I did not want - what I hated - and I took on the impossible task to change the world around me without trying to change myself from the inside first. Focusing on all that negativity, always pointing out all the things we don't like in other people, and always seeing the problems with everything and everyone quickly becomes a pattern, a habit that's really hard to get rid of!
Graham Burnett, permaculture designer/ teacher and Animal Rights activist went through a similar phase and that's how he got into permaculture: he wanted to focus on the solutions, not on the problems. Focusing on problems only feeds those problems, but doesn't solve them. Focusing on how we can solve them and how we can have a positive impact is really important if we want to succeed. Doing things out of love and not from an angry, hate-filled place is crucial.

What do the animals want? How do they want us to help them? Do they all want to be helped? How do they feel towards humans? What would they say if they were asked?

That's what got me into Animal Communication. I find that both animals and humans could benefit from it. We do have a lot to learn from animals, if only we can slow down and listen to them.

I did spend some time with farmed animals in all sorts of dark, cold, concrete places, from a truck overloaded with pigs in a slaughterhouse, or an animal market... I didn't realise it at the time, but I was communicating with the animals, stroking them and trying to reassure them while I was there. I could feel their pain, the terror, the anguish... I wished I could have taken them all home with me in my red van at the time, but I couldn't. All I could do was take pictures to document what they were going through, and stroke them, talk to them and cry with them.

A few years later, I decided to stop being a photographer and then moved to London to be a Campaign Coordinator for PETA Europe as I wanted to be more efficient to help the animals. I was a trooper, a warrior, fighting animal abuse around Europe, doing demos, being arrested, etc, etc, etc..... etc...etc...

It took me to have a child and step out from that activist mindset, to take the time to think about all this and realise that I must do my best to help the animals - and working directly with them is actually a great way to do it!

Now my wish is that more and more people wake up from the dream they're living and realise that there is much more to life than flat sreen TVs, and that they could have real life experiences going out to meet with nature and with animals. Farmed animals deserve more consideration as what they are currently receiving is nothing. Go out there and meet them! Go and talk to them, stroke them, they will love it and you'll find that it's a very powerful healing and moving experience :)


Have a good night,


Noemie.
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November 9, 2011

Belinda

I know a female longboarder called Belinda Baggs. She's great. She's very nice and she has a beautiful and unique style on a longboard. I got to spend a few days with her a while ago, when she stayed at mine for a few days with her husband to be, 5 and something years ago, back when I was a professionnal photographer living in Biarritz, in the French Basque country. We did a photoshoot, we went to Spain, I ended up driving them all the way to Toulouse airport so they could get on a plane to England with all their surfboards.

The Belinda I communicated with last night is very different. She is a very, very, very beautiful 11 year old brown and white lady, with big long horns. She has a bit of an attitude and a bit of a stubborn temper about her. I think she would make a very good French Madame!:)

I first noticed her last week, I was watching her being milked and I could feel that she wasn't happy and didn't want to be there. I promised myself to go and see her later. I did ask the farmer about her and he did confirm to me that she was miserable and had a bit of a temper. I have been thinking about her regularly ever since. I went back to the farm last night to communicate with her. Our conversation lasted quite a while, she had a lot to share, and a few other cows joined in too. I realised in the middle of the non verbal conversation that we were having a meeting! the way they were all coming towards me adding their opinion to the conversation! it was quite hard to keep up with them as I wanted to make sure I could remember as much as I possibly could from our conversation. Next time: I must bring a notepad and a pen and take notes. I did write everything down later on last night, and I realised that the more I was writing the more the conversation was coming back to me easily. I'm not sharing the whole conversation here. I'm only sharing what feels appropriate for the time being.

Belinda told me that she was fed up with being pregnant and having babies every year because it's a real emotional roller coaster, with all the hormones changing during the pregnancy - birth - lactation cycle. She said that she would like to retire from being a dairy cow, she needs to have her own space and more time for something else. I asked her what she would do if she had time to herself and her answer was : I just want to be.

She says that doesn't like it in the barn (the cows are now in the barn for winter) because there are cows everywhere she goes and she would like to have her own space. She is a bit claustrophobic and that's why she doesn't like being milked : the area she has to stand on is too narrow and she needs to feel that she has space around her, otherwise she gets nervous. She doesn't like being stroked or touched especially not on the head. She has this invisible force field around her head and she really hates it if you enter that zone. She then shakes her head from side to side to make sure you back off and you don't want to be in the way of these beautiful big long horns that she has!

She told me that doesn't like changes. With new calves being born, some older cows will leave, she feels that she is about to be taken somewhere, and she is worried because she doesn't know where. She asked me:"Where do the cows who leave the farm go to?" - Silence -

I asked her what she thought about the farmer and she told me (and a few other cows joined in) that she loves him. He does care for them and looks after them in a very loving way. He is on their side and stands up for them. They trust him to do what's best for them as he has their best interest in mind.

They told me that they want to be celebrated and recognized. Humans take, take, take... but don't give that much in return. The world is changing and they feel that they are in a position to bring something else to human kind other than milk : Healing.

"We do like humans but they are moving too fast. They need to slow down! We would like them to see us and acknowledge us. We see some humans making a big fuss over their dogs, but they don't even see us, they just walk past us without looking at us, as if we were invisible! We would like to have more of a pet status. We don't understand why humans make such a fuss over certain animals but ignore and don't seem to care about others. It doesn't make sense. Humans can do great things and we have a lot to bring them. They need to listen more and slow down".

Belinda knows that she is reaching the end of her "career' and she is worried about what's going to happen to her. She told me she last had babies 1 year ago, but never really enjoyed motherhood.

The farmer told me afterwards that he was supposed to have made the phone call to get her sent to slaughter for the last few days but he didn't for some reason, which is probably how she knew, she would have picked up on his thoughts and on his behaviour towards her. She has a lot of insights to share with us, regarding the farm and its future, and the relationship between cows and humans. For now she will be allowed to retire from the dairy farm and she will be given some space and some time for her self-development. The farmer is really interested in Animal Communication and he believes that farming and especially Biodynamic farming could greatly benefit from listening to the animals and from working in harmony with them and what they want. He's struggling a lot with the farming concept that animals have to be here for a purpose: serving humans and be killed at the end when there are no longer use for them. We have great conversations every week, and it's so good to get to meet a farmer like him. It does give me hope that another way is actually possible, and it's great to see someone in his position caring and trying to make his own peaceful revolution in dairy farming. I'm hoping to have a chance to communicate with Belinda again next Tuesday, during my weekly visit to the cows. I'll take some pictures too, so you too can see how beautiful she is :)

Thanks,

Noemie.

October 27, 2011

My Journey Back Home...

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It took me a while to come back in these parts. Amongst many reasons, one is that I needed some time. In fact I didn't have any but I needed some to really think about the new direction I wanted to take in my life, and therefore, in here.

Now I can see it. I can see the picture. Until now I just didn't know what could possibly be my humble contribution to this endless pool of information and all this noise that you can already find on the internet! I didn't know what to say/share that may be of any interest, as there are already so many things to read out there! What can I possibly bring to this world that may be of any use to anyone?

This question was on my mind, everytime I thought about this website. I needed to step out for a while, leave and come back with a different outlook and with a vision. Now I can see the picture I want to paint :)

I've never been really good with finding anything positive to say about myself and what I do... but I'm working on it! So here we go: I think that I have, amongst a few other things, still a few things to do to help some dearest friends of mine, the animals, but this time I would like to do it from a difference place.

As an Animal Rights activist, I have done all sort of things, when I say all sort of things, I mean it... you have no idea! :D

I have been in all sorts of situations (and positions) in all sorts of countries, taking part in or organising all manner of demos to raise the media/public awareness about different aspects of animal exploitation. Back then, I was angry, frustrated, sad... I wanted to be the animal's voice and I wanted to save them. All of them, "until every cage is empty". Well, I burnt myself out and in the process it took me to a dark and unhappy place. I wasn't doing all this from a (self)loving place, in fact it was the opposite. A lot of it was self neglect, driven by guilt and some sort of martyr syndrome.

Eventually I stepped back from it, and managed to have a close look at myself, and who I really am. I realised that things like:"Hi, my name is Noemie, I'm a vegan/photographer/animal rights activists/(...)/(...)" were just attempts to define myself but that's not who you really are! Every single one of us is much more than any of those things. We all are complex individuals coming from our own walk of life and following our own path/journey.

The will to help the animals from a more loving place led me to learn Animal Communication. Learning non verbal communication with animals is a way to directly ask the animals what they want, and how we can help them. We have a lot to learn from them.

I hope you'll find this blog and my journey helpful, and I hope that I'll manage to bring a different and timely perspective on Animal Rights Activism...

:) Have a great night,

Noemie.

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